I keep asking myself, how long do i have to go through this with all this pain in my heart and the sleepless nights. The time for night to turn to morning never took this long. This pain that I have in my heart is just so unbearable. I would trade my soul just to wake up from this nightmare that they all say its my life now. I know we agreed to distance ourselves from each other and to let go. Believe me, I've tried so hard. But my heart seems to still be hanging on. Even though inside I know that its over and he's really gone. Its killing me cause there isnt anything else I could do and I'm still in love with him. There's nothing else to take from since he's already gone. Being hurt for a while is how I would get over him.

` ayesha.