why dont u understand how i feel?!this is the word that i feel like want shout out loud at the mountain if i can.. every time she with her family she like acting someone else i mean like she acting like i donnoe her anymore.weird ryte this kind of situation?i wait for her to come bak from work around 12.47 and last what i get is a quarrel with her,hmm and 2mrw got a tournament and my mental& physical is not ready at all..i thought tonight i can at least make mine mental relax because im having tournament 2mrw but it in the other way round..hmmm

Lady Antebellum-i need you now

every time that i need her by my side,i always listen to this song and sometimes make me feel better.now I'm in a deal,i have to prove to those ppl something.hmm i miss her so much i dnt think she know this because not all the time i share with her my feeling inside.in this world i only have 5 important thing that in my life..

1.my girl
2.my bestfwen(ghozany)
3.golf
4.my family
5.my self

how to survive if the top 3 all of that is gone?and far away from me?i cant see her like before and my bestfwen is far away from me NOW n the worse thing i lost my swing also I'm having the tournament this Sunday..hmm