The day he left, was the day I lost myself. Guess you could say that I'm officially hooked on him. Heh. Quote : It takes no time to fall in love. But it would take you years to know what love actually means. Sometimes in life, you run across a love unknown. And without a reason you would feel like you belong. Loving someone and that person loving you back is by far of the most amazing feeling you could ever get in your life. It makes you feel so... alive. Its as though life would be dead with out that person in your life. Its like you're still alive but barely breathing. Well, at least thats what I feel. And I can guarentee I never felt the way I feel for him. I could've waited for him. I swear I could. If only he knew how much it hurts and how strong my love is for him.

` A y e s h a.

Sleep my fallen angel,lay down next to me,hold my hand and close your eyes,and fall into a deep sleep,try to never wake up again..embrace your eternal dreams,and they will hide you from reality,so far away….to never let the pain touch your soul,sleep my fallen angel..sleep, sleep forever,your silent cry that i hear every night.i have felt your loneliness and the soft tears that you weep and hide inside your broken heart.let them falllet them drown inside my cold soul to taste your fears feeling grace so deep inside you so deep that you are lost in the dark and yet again you surrender to shadows and let yourself fall into their embrace and you still let their cold touch to venom your soul close your eyes and sleep my fallen angel.....

I’m hiding behind closed doors,I’m hiding something behind my eyes.the pain and disbelief i feel all the unspoken sighs.So this Glimmer in the darkness,could it be what i was searching for?will it be something i can hold onto,or something i will ignore?

when you love someone,
you should treat them the way you feel,because sometimes saying it, isnt enough.

oceans of fire,u make me wonder
all the life there is,just u and me.
my heart,it beats
it beats for u.
im in shaddows,when im thinkin of u.
my mind is blank,
cos its full of u
who am i?
if i dont have u

you gotta take the good with the bad,
smile with the sad, love what you've got.and remember what you had.learn to forgive but never forget,learn from your mistakes, but never regret.people change, things go wrong,just remember that life goes on.

No matter where you are No matter what you do Just remember I'll alwaysbe here for you.

I just cant take your tears
The way you look at me
It hurts every time
You see me
The pain inside
Is killing me
Like the blood in my veins running rapidly
I see u in my dreams
I see u every where
I just cant stop the moment
When we had our first kiss
Our love is strong I felt the chemistry

dont rush into love because even in fairytales
the happy ending takes place on the last page

with you by my side,i've learned that love isn't safe,and a smooth path it blooms In the most Incredible places,Letting me know that we're Meant for each other,and that is all i need to know..so my question to u is..Do u love me like I love u?

If i could dream at night..&if those dream come true,i would force my self to sleep at night..so i could dream of U,when we were together..

Every night is the same,I stare out my window & pick out a star,Every night i wish the same thing..even though i know it will never come true.i still Don't give up..Every night ..i wish U to come back to me,even though i know its not going to happend but i still make that wish..who knows one day it will come true..i just hope to sleep And never awaken,Nothing left in this world Could replace what u have taken...

I had a dream last night,U were there.U held my hand so tight,i thought i just die.Do u remember?All the times we laughed,we had fun,the times we were together?Those days are gone.i am missing U so much just like the desert misses his blanket

I miss U

I love U

These past 3 nights, I've had these dreams. Dreams of me and her still together. I don't really understand how all the sudden those dreams suddenly came to me. Sigh. Me dreaming about her is making me feel all the pain I once felt again. I am not exactly sure of what that dream is suppose to mean. Is it a sign of me missing her ? When I fall asleep and have those dreams of her, it only reminds me of those times when i was with her. That bittersweet memories. I feel as though I am still in love with her and that the love is still there and strong as how it was back then. God help me. Tell me does all THIS means. Cause this all just bringing my heartache's again.